As the primary caregiver for my lovely wife Abi it sometimes looks like we are never going to be Normal again , If it isn't the pain my wife feels or the diabetes or the drugs the doctors keep changing for her it will be the depression that comes with it , I feel so alone in my quest to make her the most comfortable that she can be and it hurts me so. Some days she is not in pain but is higher then a kite with the drugs and it takes all my effort to get her to eat or even go to the bathroom.

We are fortunate to have the help we get from the Region from Social workers to PSW.s for personal care and a Day program were she can have some fun with other people. I only want her to be happy not high , Its like looking after my sister not my wife  and that sucks

Maybe someday we will go together were there is no pain , no emotion, no fear only silence


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Comment by Michael Sasarman on October 21, 2015 at 6:39pm

Please keep the faith - God will prevail in His own way, He always does!

Whenever I have experienced difficult moments in my life, I am always reminded of the poster behind the desk of the Dean of my Engineering school alma mater: "When you are at the end of your rope, make a knot and hold on!"


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